so, last night was interesting. i can honoestly say that i'm starting to loss my mind. i woke up in the middle of the night (i think). i heard distant yells. it wasn't like someone outside yelling from far away because the walls around here would make sounds sound differently. anyway, the yells were more like open plain kind of yells. besides, they were in my ear, not from the outside.

so, getting back to my insanity, they called out to me. almost as if they were drawing my attention to something. you know, like, "hey!" or "listen!"

so, i listened carefully the first time becuase it could have been a fight or something outside, which that's what it ussually is. i had to stop one before. anyway, so that's when i heard the "listen" one. it was kind of like a whispered yell. so i drifted back to sleep. i can't imagine what it is other than those damn signs telling me that i've missed something important. i just get tired of being led. sometimes, i want to lead. sometimes, i want to trek those new desert sands.

what could i have possibly missed or what is about to happen. must be something important for the voices to come out and tell me that something life changing was about to happen.

thanks matt! had that interveiw. it seems that you're pretty much a hard worker. she couldn't stop talking about you. i thinnk she had a hard on for you. well, she had good things to say about you. made me feel bad because if i get the job, i'll have to work harder than you. prick! you set the standard too high.

anyway, it sounds like a demanding place. i really don't know if i can hold a smile and put up with people for hours on end. anyway, FREE TICKETS!!! wish me luck.