so, well, it seems that i've turned in my thesis. i went this morning, trying to not speak to my reader. well, when i walked into the history house, he was in his office. i had to face the man with my academic career in his hands. can't say that i'm expecting this to go smoothly. i'm expecting an email from him in a couple of days telling me that i'll have to start all over again. that's grammar school, not the paper. anyway, i just don't feel confident about this thing as i should. i had the best reader i could think about look it over. it's not the format or layout, it's my information. will it sufice. stuff like that.

how has everyone been? i hope you've all been doing great. this new school year for you all must be going well. it just doesn't feel right not being in classes. it's almost as if i've sold out in one way or another. i'm still thinking about a doctorate, but not as much as before. i still need to take my gre, but i haven't started studying. i have to do so much and i've painted myself into a corner. almost like all those years ago. then, i'll be left behind, just like last time. talk about gluttoning for punishment.

i guess i'll leave you all with one thing to think and dwell on: what's a roach in the corner when not in the corner?