Unsure

I’m not sure what I want to say or think.  I think the countdown has started.  I probably have about one more month in my house before I lose it.  Can’t find a job.  I apply for just about anything and everything and still no call backs.  Whoever told me that having a Masters degree would open doors for me lied that crap out of it.

I don’t know what to do anymore.  I don’t know if I want to do anything anymore.  I’d rather just lose everything and leave – leave and not worry about anything anymore.  Could it be that simple?  I want to think it really is that simple but who knows what the future has in store for me.