I should mention that as I was finishing up my last blog, Em-J showed up. She helped with Soleil. Until she started squirming around. Soleil, not Em-J (hahaha). Anyway, Soleil and I left.
I made a comment about consciousness but I lost my train of thought half way through.

I have to tell you about last night. Freaky, especially since what happened, happened in my moms room. Well, we took care of Soleil Friday and Saturday night. It was fun, to a point. Do you know that kids are fun ONLY when they laugh. Their crying gets annoying after a while. Anyway, besides the point. Last night, I was watching The 4400 and my mom called me into her room. I walked over and she pointed to Soleil's swing. Soleil's mom had brought an extra one for us so she wouldn't have to carry one around.
The swing was swinging on it's own. I asked her if clothes that were lieing on top of the swing had shifted and pushed the seat, making the whined-up mechanism work. She said that it just started on its own. Freaky much! Anyway, that's our scarey story of the day.

Guess what I have with me right now? Well, it's worth about $20,000 and it's paper thin and with the St. THomas crest on it. You guessed it! My degree. Do you know that I walked into the Registrars office and asked for the degree and they looked at me like I was stupid. I had to describe to them what the hell I wanted. Finally, I said the diploma paper and one of the girls there figured out that I wasn't stupid, or that atleast for that visit I actually knew what I was doing. It's so difficult at times. I'm starting to think that there is something wrong with me that makes other people beleive me to be a moron. Do I just think I'm semi-normal? Is everything I do just MY reality and no one elses? Now the blame isn't theirs, it's mine. That's cool, I'm blamed for everything else, why not this.