why must we always have to make due with shit and a half? sometimes life pisses me off! i can't get a grasp of things. sometimes, i just don't want to. i wonder how everyone is doing. i hope well. that's to be expected. well...well...well? that word just lost all meaning to me.

i bought my books for the semester. won't be able to graduate in december like i hoped. i have to remain here until may. well...well...well! meaning has not returned.

i have to get over myself. i'll be the only one here. that's sad. it figures though. i can't let go. or is it that i have no ambition; no drive? i've come to a conclusion: my masters may be the last for me. this whole thing with getting my doctorate lost all meaning. i'll write my thesis, i'll take my classes and that'll be the end of that. well...well...well!

applied to a couple of jobs that more than likely, won't take me in. my resume sucks and my social skills are lacking. i couldn't even get a job on campus if i wanted to.

Wish everyone luck in their endeavors. Success maybe hard earned, but i have faith in your talents and your knowledge. you'll go far.

Luck to us all.