matt and ross were talking about the perfection of man yesterday. ross doesn't believe in original sin. also, even if there was such a thing as original sin, it was cleansed when christ died on the cross. wow!

anyway, i had this whole thing planned out to write, but instead, i decided to forget and generalize the conversation into those few sentences. besides, i left after a while when i had to go back to work.

i think i'm moody today. i don't know, but it feels that way. i just can't seem to get right with myself. i want something, but don't know what it is. i've been feeling anxious lately. almost as if i'm expecting something to happen. and again, i don't know what that thing is. shit! i hate feeling like this. it's just one of those things. i guess there's going to be a full moon or quarter moon or whatever affect cancers like me. actually, i've been moody for several days now. i'm constantly fustrated, but then again, when aren't i. if anything, it's a lack of sleep.

thanks matt. got a call from the museum. i have an interview on sunday at 6pm. weird time for an interview but who cares as long as i get a job soon. i had to write it down because i lost the piece of paper i wrote it down in and need a way to remember.

"v" and i are going to start studying for the gre/lsat. we've planned to take both. we'll see how that works for a none legal person like myself. wish us luck! then again, "v" doesn't need luck. it's natural for her.

i've reached a point in my life where i've forgotten how it was to feel certain about my direction in life. damn mla program! i can't even remember the last time i felt secure in my own skin. damn ust theological centered education!

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if there was one, there were three,
to hold hands on a rubber tree.
one pulled, the other pushed.
to fall and land in a bush[ed]. (yes! stupid! i know!)

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anyway, that's all i got.