Almost time

Well, it’s almost time.  I received a notice saying that I have to contact Texas Workforce Commission.  My last request was placed on hold.  The inevitable has arrived.  I haven’t even won the lottery yet.  Out of everything, I thought I’d either find a new position at a trading firm or win the lottery.  I guess I expected too much.  At the most, I have enough money for two months of bills.  I’m finally afraid.  I’m finally stressing out.  My mind is blank.  Everything I expected to happen, didn’t, and everything I thought would not happen to me, has.

So, where do I go from here?