I think I bombed my Texas History final. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure I didn't fail but I'm as sure that my grade won't be as great. Anyway, it was an awesome trek to graduate. Historiography guy will probably remember my grade from here on in. To tell you the truth, I figured out that grades aren't as important as what you get out of the class. I realize now that the history we read is actually written by real human beings. We've always just looked at the information in books, never at the historians. Now, I can't help but think about the historian because their views are what is in their works. I always thought that what was in the book was what was going on. That cannot be further from the truth. There is bias there. That's what history is. It's everyones interpretation of events that affect them. ANyway, I guess in this day and age grades amount for something. I'm just sorry that what I took from the class doesn't.

I don't know if I told you this before but I'm applying to Norte Dame's history department. I know I'm not Norte Dame material, but I always wanted to apply. I'm just wasting money just to get a letter declining me. That's all I want. Goofy, sure it is, but I also have that small hope that it might come back positive. Long shot, but still. Anyway, I'm also apply to Columbia but that will not happen. I'm morbid, I just want these prestiges schools to tell me to go fly off a bridge. Just so I can show off a letter declinging me admissions. COOOOLLL! I want Norte Dame to send me a letter with the Fighting Irish flicking me off and telling me to go to hell........

Oh, by the way, 7 days and counting.