so...guess what i did on saturday? well not i, par se, but what "v" drove me around to do? NOOO!!! not that! well, i went car shopping. i got a 2002 blue xterra. it's awesome and i found myself wishing that dlc were all in houston to partake in my joy. after all those years of dlc saying that i needed a bigger car, now that i have a bigger car, none are around to enjoy it with me. "v" and i test drove a tribute first. we liked, but i was stubborn about an xterra. she was patient with me about the whole deal and we ended up at what has become my most favorite place in the whole world. (i'll only put the name of the place in writing if they give me a discount for advertising.) anyway, we spent several hours at this place even after the associate guy person dud told us it would only take 15 minutes. longest 15 minutes i've ever spent anywhere. now, well, you can only imagine how stressed i am about finding another job. I CAN"T STRESS "OTHER" JOB ENOUGH! i was hoping for a job to take this place of this one. at least in the long run. it seems that i'll need two for the car alone. doesn't matter, though. all this time i was anxious about my credit. now i know that i should atleast have a good enough credit line. talk about committment, though. that's alright, it's worth it. first time i've had a car under 5 years old with less than 100,000 miles on it. maybe, one day, when dlc is in one place, we can ride into the sunset. or maybe even september when Paul gets married in louisville.

anyway, had an interview about FBI entry level position that i had applied to this passed septmeber. i was so nervous, i beleive that i passed out atleast three times. anyway, "v", goddaughter, "n" (goddaughters mom) and my mom went to the mall to pick out shirt and tie for my new suit. okay, semi-new suit. looked awesomely great in my charcoal black suit, grey shirt and light blue tie, that i almost fell in love with my self. okay, that was too narcisistic. anyway, all the person wanted to know was if i still wanted the job, but that it was going to take 12 months in order to complete the paper work. i was hoping for three months, TOPS! anyway, i still have to find a job to get me through the rest of the year. i felt even better when "v" let me drive her lexus. now, picture this!!!! me, suit and tie, car wash, shiny lexus. now i may be describing a shouffer, but talk about confidence boost. the looks of disgust and envy on the faces of the people around me. although, it may have been the fact that my zipper was down. i'm not sure on that point. anyway, it was one of those beat-me-on-the-head-with-a-steel-pipe kind of days.