i hate it when things go wrong. it just sucks. sometimes, you're just moving along and WHAM! out of no where, the freaking freight train comes out of no where to give you a big sloppy kiss on the forehead. is there ever a way out of its way? do we ever see it coming? i want to say that there is, but we have to have the courage to see it through (not the problem but the aftermath). what ever went wrong, must have been going on for a while and since it had been going on for a while, there was no way to get out of its way. hence, all we can deal with is the aftermath of the thing that went wrong. some people can handle it much better than most. i, for instance, wouldn't be able to handle it. then again, i'm just a sap. but some of you out there are a lot stronger than i am. i wish i was more like you.

lighter note:

person came by the apartment complex to speak with people who know me. some of you on my list have been called, more than likely. some of you might be next to get calls. just be honest and forthcoming with information. when in doubt, i don't know works. i'm starting to think that this venture was not a good idea. i'm filled with doubt now, when i wasn't before.

why must we be?

it sounds so poetic just the way it is. i don't want to fuck with it. sometimes less is more. something i have to get used to.

guess not so light of a note after all.