So, this morning I drove to a place where I may be in the 1% rank of people that know that Achebe is an author, not a type of cannabis {Oops!}. That's excluding the managerial personnel. Anyway, when I calculated the time and hourly wage, I came to the extreme realization that I hope I get it. It will actually help me out a lot.

Found myself contemplating my life again. Haven't done that in a long time and now that I think about it, I think that LL Cool J & Jennifer Lopez's song has nothing to do with this blog. I just like it. But it doesn't fit with what I write. It's actually anti-blog. You people must be confused when you read and hear, that's if you don't mute the internet like we do here at the library.

It's a DLC birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

So, life...huh...imagine that.

I have a headache that hasn't stopped in a long time. I think that it only goes away when I don't think about it. When don't I think about it, you may ask. DOn't know.

I'm at the library now. About to work till 230pm. Came in about 1100am, which is about 15 minutes ago.

Mmmm...life...wooo doggie.

Too many thoughts in my head right now. I look at my hands and wonder if they have life. Blood flows and veins are filled with it, but life is something different, I believe. They're warm to the touch, nails grow, hair grows (not on my palm becuase I've been struck in the face before so I won't fall for it a fifth time) and the pores open. I do all these things, but what have I done that doesn't do anything other than mimic life. I sit, I drink, I smile, I laugh, I cry (boy, can I), I eat, I sleep, I awake to a new day. I do everything that a human does (or is supposed to do) but...

******BREAKING NEWS**********
Civil war and Irish Studies professor just walked in and started talking to me. I haven't finished researching, but it seems that he is very interested in what I have not yet found.

I got a call from MLA program people wanting to know who my thesis advisor was and realized that I still haven't turned in my thesis proposal to them, as I was supposed to do. So, not only do I have to do the research for thesis advisor, but i have a paper due on post colonial lit, and thesis proposal to write up for mla people.
*****NOW BACK TO YOU JIM*******

Anyway, I think I'm done with letting you know about my irrational and illogical thoughts. Things I have to sort out...