i forgot to mention a key element of my anxiety: my thesis paper. anyway, friday, i handed it over to my advisor. i'm so scared of what will be said. i think i'm suffering a form of PTSD. i don't even want to see an email with his name in it because i start to hyperventalate. that's not even a word. it's so misspelled.

anyway, just wanted to share that. i'm not even going to bother fixing that misspelling. just work through it.