can i change my stars?

i don't know. i hate to give in to things, especially when i feel they are worth the fight but can we change our stars? there are things about me, things i know are just a nuicance, i wish i could change. i try to be different, but i just don't feel different. i can say one thing and still, i feel that other thing. i try, but i fear it makes me seem like a liar or weak. in both cases, i'd rather not be known as such. why are we affected by the moon, stars, etc? why should we be weakened or strengthened by them? why do my stars tell me i'm needy when all i want to be is strong? i can sit here and hide tears but all i want to do is not think of warm skin, soft lips and fingers in my hair (as examples, of course). honoestly, cancers have the shitty end ofthe stick.

comment back. tell me if you like being your zodiac because, at this point, i'd rather be yours than mine:)