it seems that my public wants me to continue writing about nothing at all. work is going well. helping people does get tiring. and you thought i had learned my lesson after doherty library! HA!

still haven't finished my thesis. can't say i've been working on it. well, i just started working on it again. again, anyway!

i've been trying to get myself on solid ground again. can't seem to catch my balance. it just doesn't feel right anymore. i started this venture with high hopes but the documents i've been reading just don't make sense anymore. i can't put one and one together. turns out i'm going to try a different way to my conclusion. maybe american/irish history professor doesn't mind or even figures out what i've done.

i haven't written anything lately. just haven't had the energy or will to do so. nothing comes to my mind. it's not like it was ever good but it sure was interesting. you know, in a messed up way.

we'll see when i'm done with this thing how it turns out.

for all those of you who i haven't talked to in a while, WHY NOT?

anyway, how were those classes? how'd you make out? email or call me. if i'm not at work, i'll answer. we need to go out some time. i'm tired of thinking.