All these "Enlarge Your Penis" emails are really making me self-conscious. I may have to refer myself to a doctor or something. Anyway, there was something interesting I was going to mention in this blasted thing but forgot while reading emails and doubting my mannliness.

Oh, this whole Murtha thing going on. Shitz!!!!!!
anyway, that's all i got to say about that.

i guess there really wasn't anything to what i was going to say.

better fucking luck next time!!!!!!!

music i'm listening to: leaving on a jet plane by peter, paul and mary
mood: don't know
situation: pretty day; sitting outside in new life mall

so, first time i'm wearing jeans in about 2 years, i think. it's pretty dead around here. i guess everyone is in class.

"kiss me and smile for me. tell me that you'll wait for me"

anyway, was an interesting weekend. booked rooms for rome and florence. can't wait to get there. i'm still bored now, though. boss lady called me at home and told me how i haven't signed in or signed timesheet. Oops!

"leaving on a jet plane. don't know when i'll be back again"

new song: kiss from a rose by seal

"there used to be a grey tower by the sea."

so, that's pretty much it. saw The Skeleton Key. pretty cool movie. also, watched some of the british version of The Chronicles of Narnia. of what i saw, it was a cool movie. wonder what the latest version will be like.

aside from still being up, i took a rest from my paper because, well, i freaking hate it. i'm listening to the beatles (i am the walrus). i think i need something mellow to get me through the rest of the morning hours. anyway, that's pretty much it for me. that's all i'm doing is sitting here at my cluttered desk, listening to the beatles, trying to finish my paper and trying to stay awake.

what am i looking at: blue hair and pretty smile, and dirty nose and pale of candy.

to think, i had said i'd never and i did. so, now i'm back to it. wish me luck on the paper. hope your ventures are going a lot more smoother (is that even a word) than mine. ah, who cares!!!!

give a hoot! don't pollute. AND remember, only you can prevent forest fires!

so i'm working on my love and death paper which is due tomorrow that i thought was due between the 7th and 14th of December. needless to say, i have a little over 24 hours to write a 12 page paper that will probably be less than that. i'm sitting in my room, after having worked on my car because it didn't want to start. talk about unfortunate events. anyway, i'm starting to get a hand of this whole "it figures" deal. while going through my assignment, i'm starting to pick up on a lot of points that is starting to make this paper look easier by the minute. a while ago, i thought that this paper was going to be the hardest thing ever. it figures that it's probably going to be the easiest thing i've ever written. HAHA, nice joke God! anyway, we reap what we sow. so, i'll get back to this and thank God that i can type fast or else i'd be screwed.

Music listening to: The Mars Volta
Situation: Home
On T.V.: Coyote Ugly
Emotional Stability: Withdrawal

That last one, I really don't know if it goes with the title. Anyway, just here trying to read. I read a few lines and pass out because of the information within those freaking pages. I'm making coffee right now to help. I hope I can knock my papers out within this next week. OR, at least two. OR, at least one. Hell, I'd be satisfied with getting half of one done.

Saw "Derailed" last night. Good movie. Boo and I liked the flick. It was pretty suspensful and shocking. Then we went to Griff's for a little after dark liquidation. Felt like old days, reminecing about old days. Jeez!, could we be old or what!? Anyway, interesting conversation was had. There's a party in the process of development. Will have more info later. Actually, it's a two-for-one, party. Like I said, more later.

aah, there's that bell i heard ring so many times before.
aah, there's that chime i've missed but wished never to return.
aah, there's that symphonic durge that i never really wanted to waltz to anyway.

they ring in my ears and tell me stories about how chivalric they were and are.
they cast shadows for me to walk in as i lower my gaze to their feet.
they burden me with their lack of it.

the bells chime above me.
they crowd my space with empty gazes and i fear for what they may do to me.
those bells hold no power over me.
it's the power i gave them that they wield.

they are such pretty bells, shining so bright.
and i, i nothing more than their dull little bell.

oh my god, i feel so like shit right now! my head is throbbing and my body is retaining water, i think. anyway, i think i'm coming down with the flu or it can also be the lack of sleep. i fell asleep on one of those library chairs before work. needless to say, i was 15 minutes late. how can a person be late to work when your about 35 feet away? well, i did it.

so, nothing new. basking in my a- from public opinion midterm. i couldn't believe that i had rocked that midterm. i swear, i thought it was a c paper. it probably is, and the professor felt sorry for me and gave me an a-. i'm feared that now he's going to want something in return. anyway, can't think about that. i still have more work to do and not enough sleep to do it.

what more can i say!? love life right about now. everything seems to be making sense, and not, at the same time. my world is spinning and can't seem to catch my breath. it's happy breathlessness. it's that kind where you are looking through a telescope and see a planet explode in our solar system. all you can do is say, "awww! bye bye pluto or jupiter or mars! awww!"

it seems that i have gotten three things for school done tonight, but it only seems that way. i read two chapters for love and death and disagreed with both freaking chapters. i read about five pages of gilded age class and wrote a discussion board entry. i still have about a million pages to read out of the assigned reading but no longer have to worry because the classes grades for the last quiz was over 9.0, where i scored a perfect 10. i began my sources list for public opinion. so, i should be, not on track, but close enough to slack off again and wait till i'm adequately behind and freak out and stay up all night to catch up again. it seems like a lifes story in a couple of lines in a blogger.

i forgot to tell you all about sols first halloween. we weren't going trick-or-treating, because of the rain and cold front. instead, we had gone to luby's for sustinence. on the way home, we saw trick or treaters running amach. so, we decided to join in the festivities. we had left her cauldron at home, so we had decided to hold her candies in our pockets. the first house we went to, the girl was sooooooooooo nice, that she rushed indoors when she caught wind of our situations and produced a pale for our "bat-girl". they even filled our newly acquired pale with candies. and off we went to visit more houses with the temperature slowly dropping like the rain drops above us. honey drove, sol tugged me along and mother tried to keep both of us from harm. my costume was of count dracula all rolled in a t-shirt. one day i will produce this shirt. until that day, i will secret away my secret identity, so shhh, don't tell. anyway, fun was had, candy was had, and pictures were taken. and in the words of our favorite shrimp boat captain, "that's all i gotta say about that"!

#1 -- Must give props to a dlc member. woo-hoo, to nc!!!! congrats!!!!!!!

#2 -- 25th wedding anniversary's are fun. last night, i was too tired to do anything but get home and go to sleep. spoke to my better half, which is always a great thing before sleep, and passed out. the party had a keg and puppy floated before the night was gone. it wasn't till the brought more beer from a 7-11 that the party commenced again. anyway, nothing much has happened. still working on papers and waiting for italy to come around. talk later and it's been a while, but.....DLC UNITE! i think it's time to have a night out!