I was under the false impression that companies were looking for full-time employees, when in fact, they were looking to exploit the workforce out there. All this time I've been filling out applications for full-time employment, expecting that a company is looking for what they advertise for, when in fact, they are looking for part-time applicants because the companies don't want to pay for full-time employee benefits.

I applied for a job at a company that advertised that the position they were hiring for was full-time and an entry position; and they were willing to train. I applied, submitting an application and a resume with all my information on it, and was still not given an interview. It was strange because that posting is still on their website.

I walked outside and my neighbor came over with an envelope that was delivered to him, but was addressed to me. We chatted a while and our conversation came to employment. I told him that I had a Master's Degree and that I was looking for employment. I told him about the company I mentioned above, and he laughed. He said that companies aren't looking for full-time, they are looking for part-time employees so they don't have to pay benefits. He said that my problem is that I'm "over educated" for a job like that. He said my only recourse is to not tell them about my education and to tell them that I'm looking for a part-time and/or temporary position. And that's just to get my foot in the door. Companies don't want to talk to people like me because we "know too much".

I'm not sure about Capitalism anymore:)

That sucks, but lesson learned!

Elmo, dude, I’m sorry. Talk about a major cock-block. Not everyone can say that they’ve been chased by a rock star, and here’s my man Elmo being chased by the luscious Katy Perry and mother’s around the country step in and say, “Oh hell no, Elmo”!

I was reading something about the stars that have been allowed on Sesame Street and came across the bloody, baby doll chopping Alice Cooper. Well, the article was half right about that one. Alice Cooper was on the Muppet Show, but one of his songs was parodied on Sesame Street. I guess the Mother’s Brigade would rather have a rock star who chops up dolls to impress on their children. Go America!!!

Let’s see who else was on Sesame Street.

There’s been Johnny Cash. Now, don’t get me wrong. I love Johnny Cash. His music has been inspirational to me. American’s around the world probably have at least one favorite. One of mine (notice how I say “one of mine”, implying that I have other’s) is Hurt. Anyway, Mr. Cash’s life has not been all that kid friendly. For instance, he had multiple arrests relating to alcohol, drug abuse (although it couldn’t be called drug use because it was prescription drugs). He also attempted suicide. Go America!!!

Let’s move on.

There’s Kim Cattrall who is known in movies to be a Cougar, preying on younger men. There’s Sex in the City. We all know the exploits of the sensuous Samantha (wink wink). From memory, I remember another movie that I saw Ms. Cattrall in (aside from Star Trek V), Live Nude Girls, where she has sex with one of her neighbors teenage son because he called her beautiful.

Mel Gilbson: Hates Jews and women.

Ice-T, whose gangsta anthem, Cop Killer, enlightened the ethnic community to all the injustices of law. Quite a protest song there, sir.

Now, these are just a few stars in their respective industries that I came across. I guess it’s time to put things in perspective.

Just because your husband’s believe Sarah Palin is hot, doesn’t make all hotties evil. If you’re worried about the impression on your children, remember that there’s already been a drug abusing, alcoholic on Sesame Street (Sorry Mr. Cash, I love you and I hope the “hurt” is gone). There’s been a doll murdering individual who’s honored the show with his presence. There’s been a cougar that impressed me every other day. Sesame’s Dark Age has seen a Jew hating, wife beater who believes in Christ and loves the lord. And there’s been a man who called out for the general public to kill law enforcement officers. Correct me if I’m wrong, but these “impressions” tend to be worse than boobs.

Thundar….Thundar….Thundar MOM’s GOOOOO!!!!!

There's a little place in my mind where things go that people say. They think I've forgotten, but I haven't. How I wish I could exist in oblivion. Even now I'm afraid of God's cruel jokes. I don't mean that oblivion would be a great place, but that forgetfulness would be simpler than having to deal with all the crap in my head.

So, I still haven't found a job(s). Sorry, I've been handling too many applications that its starting to invade my own writing. I've gotten to the point where I'm looking for two part time jobs to make up the one full time job I had. I would like to consider the three years as a real time power trader a "Career", but when no other firm will pay attention to you because of the lack of financial education, it's hard to think of it than more than just a job. It seems that my Masters degree means shit out here in the real world.

Are you kidding me! Just watched Resident Evil ans according to them, only models will survive the end of the world:).

Anyway, exciting movie, but the ending sucked. Can you say "trilogy"?

Okay, I'm finishing up a project I've been working on for a while. I'll need some of you guys support. I know iI can be emotional, but I've redirected that energy...maybe. Anyway, wish me luck.